i am living my life sastisfactory-ly, everyday...
i dont know how i define happiness for now.

for i dont know what are my pillar of strengths...
and for whom i believe are meant for me....

everything seems to be a ruckus.

for all the late night luffs, puffs, riding, and phone calls seems so temporary.
i feel something amiss. and empty altho i smile.

i miss someone. a companion.

i myself am unsure for what is right for me ...for what i want.


i shall be on a hiatus.


for those who had been there.
thank you.
for those whom i've hurt.
i am truly deeply sorry.

i am still trying to get over what struck me to cry again a week ago.
well.i'm just crushed.

hectic.hectic.hectic.

school starts tmr.
i gonna tire my ass out..from now on.
i wont be virtually active anymore...like i used to.

i am going to be on a hiatus anyway.

till then. gd night.

i miss smiling to sleep while hearing someone's heavy breathing, on the phone...

i am living my life sastisfactory-ly, everyday...
i dont know how i define happiness for now.

for i dont know what are my pillar of strengths...
and for whom i believe are meant for me....

everything seems to be a ruckus.

for all the late night luffs, puffs, riding, and phone calls seems so temporary.
i feel something amiss. and empty altho i smile.

i miss someone. a companion.

i myself am unsure for what is right for me ...for what i want.


i shall be on a hiatus.


for those who had been there.
thank you.
for those whom i've hurt.
i am truly deeply sorry.

i am still trying to get over what struck me to cry again a week ago.
well.i'm just crushed.

hectic.hectic.hectic.

school starts tmr.
i gonna tire my ass out..from now on.
i wont be virtually active anymore...like i used to.

i am going to be on a hiatus anyway.

till then. gd night.

i miss smiling to sleep while hearing someone's heavy breathing, on the phone...

Suefyzah Myonette Gomez Md. period.
she's FATTA-Bolous at thebigTWO
♥ 11 Dec'89.
her ♥ is numbed.

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