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Sunday, April 19, 2009
my weekend went splendidly smooth. talking about saturday in particular. (:altho one moment i just broke down and freaked the hell out of haiqal.the whole day was one of the happiest moment i ever had..after you know wad. (:apart from sheesha (:i love being with the company of my friends...you just came to know your true friends... at the very moment when your world came crushing down, you can see them picking the pieces up with you....:')sentosa was all i need. making a ritual to come there every month now.with the free tix privileges we can get.lets keep this up.its the most absurd thing i can do now, secare halal. (:thank you, for sucha wonderful saturdayy....*********************************************i know i am stronger than this.my greatest apologies if this entry lets down any of my dear friends.but i couldnt help it.and i dont know who else to rant on. i guess everyone knows my state now.it always kill me when i am alone. listening to songs we once sang together.songs he sang to me. songs he dedicated for me. the first song i fell in love with his voice.what i miss the most, is his smile.its 2 more days... for it has been a month.i guess i;m getting the hang of it...i have to get through this...for my family, for my frens.. for myself...**********************************************************and i get myself in this.i shall get myself out.i cant feel like this ...if things went back like before for you,i shall pretend... there was never my existence...for all you had done for me...i thank you....i have! to lean back. lean back.**************************************************my heart burns in pain again tonight.
but i wont cry, i shant, i cant.
not anymore.
gd night.
xoxo ♥ sue:
10:19:00 PM
Sunday, April 19, 2009
my weekend went splendidly smooth. talking about saturday in particular. (:altho one moment i just broke down and freaked the hell out of haiqal.the whole day was one of the happiest moment i ever had..after you know wad. (:apart from sheesha (:i love being with the company of my friends...you just came to know your true friends... at the very moment when your world came crushing down, you can see them picking the pieces up with you....:')sentosa was all i need. making a ritual to come there every month now.with the free tix privileges we can get.lets keep this up.its the most absurd thing i can do now, secare halal. (:thank you, for sucha wonderful saturdayy....*********************************************i know i am stronger than this.my greatest apologies if this entry lets down any of my dear friends.but i couldnt help it.and i dont know who else to rant on. i guess everyone knows my state now.it always kill me when i am alone. listening to songs we once sang together.songs he sang to me. songs he dedicated for me. the first song i fell in love with his voice.what i miss the most, is his smile.its 2 more days... for it has been a month.i guess i;m getting the hang of it...i have to get through this...for my family, for my frens.. for myself...**********************************************************and i get myself in this.i shall get myself out.i cant feel like this ...if things went back like before for you,i shall pretend... there was never my existence...for all you had done for me...i thank you....i have! to lean back. lean back.**************************************************my heart burns in pain again tonight.
but i wont cry, i shant, i cant.
not anymore.
gd night.
♥ sue,
10:19:00 PM
Suefyzah Myonette Gomez Md. period.
she's FATTA-Bolous at thebigTWO
♥ 11 Dec'89.
her ♥ is numbed.
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