what is a girlfriend to do?
when somehow it seems her new bf was seemingly close to this girl friend of his who she (girlfriend) has not spoken to much in which he claims to be his bestfriend in poly?
what is a girlfriend to do?
when her boyfriend seems to have forgotten his girlfriend somewhere within his distance waiting for him as he seems too engross in a conversation with this best girlfriend of his?
what is a girlfriend to do?
when the boyfriend knows the girlfriend's insecurities and yet not let both girls mingle well or introduce closer to each other?
what is a girlfriend to do?
when the boyfriend lies to the girlfriend covering something that he knew would have hurt her feelings?
what is a girlfriend to do?
when her boyfriend did something that would hurt her feelings? and worse still live to lie about it?
what is a girlfriend to do?
when that best girl friend of his help to re-tell his lies and live for it?
what is a girlfriend to do?
when she promise she wont show any hurtful emotions if the truth were somehow told?
what is a girlfriend to do?
when her emotions run over and she lose control... and broke down?
what is a girlfriend to do?
when her boyfriend shows no what so ever remorse or guilty response for what sins and lies he told for months she tried to believe him, yet her instincts never fail her.
what is a girlfriend to do?
when everytime she learns to forgive yet the past haunts her?
what is a girlfriend to do?
when her boyfriend has yet to seek forgiveness for what he had done, and he dare say its all her fault for being not understanding?
what is a girlfriend to do?
if she herself has sets of lies waiting to be let out but never did. in his case, the cat is out of the bag and yet the boyfriend is living in his world of indenial and lies.
what is a girlfriend to do?
when everytime she shuts her eyes, tears come running down as she reminisce the arguements they just had and how she checks her phone every minute to see if there were any messages from him.
what is a girlfriend to do?
when she always put her boyfriend to mind and trying so hard to make a difference, a significant relationship differ from others.
what is a girlfriend to do?
when she loves and willing to forget her boyfriend? while he doesnt loves her as much as he said he would (yet another lie) and has yet to ask her forgiveness.
what is a girlfriend to do?
when she is crying this very minute hoping he would call and ask whether she is ok?
what is a girlfriend to do?
when her boyfriend's ego is bigger than his love towards her.
what is a girlfriend to do?
when she realises she just had enough of him and his lies. She just couldn't take it anymore.
what is a girlfriend to do?
when she knows that she had tried everything almost to be the perfect one for him. and yet she herself isnt kept happy and prosperous.
what is a girlfriend to do?
when she realise somehow as he keeps leaving her astray, her love is fading. and yet she remains loyal ad faithful to him.
what is a girlfriend to do?
when she suddenly feels so alone. lost. &single. taken forgranted.
so what is a girlfriend to do?
she lets him go.
she's not over -reacting right?
atleast not until he pleads forgiveness on his bended knees...
and a surprise he promised months ago complete with scents of lilies...
on the palm of her hands.
the troubles they went through before had taught her to be strong.
she tried to be resonable & get pass this. to forget & not forgive.
but what is a girlfriend to do?
she is just loving him in silence. waiting.
as he continue living his life with lies. with the help from his gd friends.
what is a girlfriend to do, right?
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