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Tuesday, March 24, 2009
i survived the day w/o a tear in heart.
but behind closed door i poured out my heart content.

i just dont know what is left for me to do.
i hope someone can be there for him, gees...ofcourse there is..
LINA would definitely be there for him...

i'mma cancel medical checkup tmr.
and i cant bring myself to not blog.

i have not slept since the night he let me go.
almost 36 hours....

i need a job. i need a life.
i need a companion...
i need to talk to him... :'(

i was putting such a brave front smiling and laughing...
but wth. now?
why now?

of all ppl. aiman just said " i dunno what to do ah.."
and of all ppl..." yat had to be the one telling me....giving me advise.."

i am so depress now. seriously.
i'm stuck. what am i suppose to do?

swallow everything up like i did 2 years....
or stand on my ground and make him learn.

~ ouh wells... time to fake a smile again as the sun rise.

i miss him terribly.

xoxo ♥ sue:
6:26:00 AM