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Monday, January 19, 2009
i've burn all bridges behind us .... so they wont get between us...and now you've moved up ahead to fast...and it seems i am aimlessly chasing after you...when was the last time you actually ran for me....and i thot u said you would cry and die for me....and all the littlest thing.. that could put a smile... was a huge favour to ask...a tiring effort that needs years to build up...i was wrong i know. i was mean i know...could we ever put a stop to this abuse?could you make me a happy girl when i'm sad...could you be the one that turn my tears into laughters...i love you.and that is by far what i have learnt to do.i cant keep you happy anymore...am i even the right one for you...baby dear....with a bit of sweetness... romance...initiative.you are everything i ever need in my life.but a bit might be too much for you....i am sorry for what i have done.yes people.i abused my dear boyfriend.i am a monster.all i ever want was attention.so screw me.='(i am such a weak being.like wad YOU. yes you, have said.i know i am.i dunno how to be strong anymore.i lost myself in this love.i actually took the risk.knowing he is like that... nothing can change himi actually have my hopes still....how stupid of me....i was at fault. i love him.whatever he does.i will just come running back to him.foolishly i am.he stole my heart.what can i ever doas cheezy as it may sound... and as it is.i am a prisoner ...of his love.sometimes i feel like killing myself.for being tangled up with this shit.sometimes i feel like i am very lucky ...to be in love...this waybut then again.its the second third time... this week.someone randomly tells me...."he is lucky to have you... "~ by one stranger and one brother, randomlyi think they are mistaken.he doesnt seem to feel the same.i love him.since 021106undeniably, i wont fake a smile.so i say,we are on our most peak toughest time.never before.i pray for more faith and moral support from my friends and family.ya, allah. help us get through this cobaan, dugaan.... smoothly.love,nur hafizah mohd.
xoxo ♥ sue:
12:47:00 AM
Monday, January 19, 2009
i've burn all bridges behind us .... so they wont get between us...and now you've moved up ahead to fast...and it seems i am aimlessly chasing after you...when was the last time you actually ran for me....and i thot u said you would cry and die for me....and all the littlest thing.. that could put a smile... was a huge favour to ask...a tiring effort that needs years to build up...i was wrong i know. i was mean i know...could we ever put a stop to this abuse?could you make me a happy girl when i'm sad...could you be the one that turn my tears into laughters...i love you.and that is by far what i have learnt to do.i cant keep you happy anymore...am i even the right one for you...baby dear....with a bit of sweetness... romance...initiative.you are everything i ever need in my life.but a bit might be too much for you....i am sorry for what i have done.yes people.i abused my dear boyfriend.i am a monster.all i ever want was attention.so screw me.='(i am such a weak being.like wad YOU. yes you, have said.i know i am.i dunno how to be strong anymore.i lost myself in this love.i actually took the risk.knowing he is like that... nothing can change himi actually have my hopes still....how stupid of me....i was at fault. i love him.whatever he does.i will just come running back to him.foolishly i am.he stole my heart.what can i ever doas cheezy as it may sound... and as it is.i am a prisoner ...of his love.sometimes i feel like killing myself.for being tangled up with this shit.sometimes i feel like i am very lucky ...to be in love...this waybut then again.its the second third time... this week.someone randomly tells me...."he is lucky to have you... "~ by one stranger and one brother, randomlyi think they are mistaken.he doesnt seem to feel the same.i love him.since 021106undeniably, i wont fake a smile.so i say,we are on our most peak toughest time.never before.i pray for more faith and moral support from my friends and family.ya, allah. help us get through this cobaan, dugaan.... smoothly.love,nur hafizah mohd.
♥ sue,
12:47:00 AM
Suefyzah Myonette Gomez Md. period.
she's FATTA-Bolous at thebigTWO
♥ 11 Dec'89.
her ♥ is numbed.
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