baybeh,

did i say breaking up.
no honayye, its just falling apart.

so ask me how i feel.
i would say.. i'm sad...yea...

then ask me what do i think...
i would say... no-think.

be curious...ask me what i meant.
i shall say... i feel sad but not affected.

its sad to see the big group which used to be smiling laughing talking... something on the same page.
but now its like... with one another... saying something,laughing while, leaving others in a blank...
and whatwhat?
ouh - inside joke ah.~

well you know. somesome like that.
still i am not affected.

ask me why... ask me la...
just ask me...please...

why?

cause i dont feel like i am in any part of it.
i am in certain ways.
as mentioned the what..? co-founders?
but yet. i know my curfews and time management is abit off.
and also my habits isnt align to the others.
so i dont feel like apart of the A or B.
i am apart when it was AB.

so what i conclude here...
*ehem* takes out file case report*

each and everyone needs to have initiative.
needs to think about one another. more considerate.
one for all, all for one. goes both ways. really.
and prangai PDS gtg.
can?

dont mind me... i dont mind if i'm not called or anything.
seriously.... its a ritual to me.

but pls. i dont wanna see two separate clans.
like likens and vampires.
like wtfugg kan?

i am like the collins.
when werewolves and the vampires couldnt mix
i am not apart of any clans.
i am only whole when i am with the both of them..

maksud?
takde maksud.
i know that part cam... sumpah tkde link sak fizah.
but hey stick with me.

the bottomline is that....
i feel incomplete.
even if it is said to divide...
you with A clan... you with B clan...
me?
i am only in a clan when its A&B.

so please... what say you girls...
we make this thing where it used to be?
put aside the differences or what we have or nothave?
time management. important sey yang itu!

having a strong bond, means commitment as well.
i have no much say actualli cause i am not in it.
i dont tink you ppl know it.
but i was quiet most of the time.

so how?
will i be able to see the previous 15-17 familiar faces as one again?

and before i go....
i would like to apologise to sha&mas if my remarks during the chill-all-out...was ever so harsh... seriously... i am sorry babes ... really....

i am just so sad...and... * speechless*

i love you babes.. and the scums.
altho i am not physically there. i am spiritually. really.

p/s: i wanna go back to the time.. where its movie chillouts with sausages and mayo-potatoes.

aku tahu. aku tak maha-penting.tapi aku tetap syg korang....

baybeh,

did i say breaking up.
no honayye, its just falling apart.

so ask me how i feel.
i would say.. i'm sad...yea...

then ask me what do i think...
i would say... no-think.

be curious...ask me what i meant.
i shall say... i feel sad but not affected.

its sad to see the big group which used to be smiling laughing talking... something on the same page.
but now its like... with one another... saying something,laughing while, leaving others in a blank...
and whatwhat?
ouh - inside joke ah.~

well you know. somesome like that.
still i am not affected.

ask me why... ask me la...
just ask me...please...

why?

cause i dont feel like i am in any part of it.
i am in certain ways.
as mentioned the what..? co-founders?
but yet. i know my curfews and time management is abit off.
and also my habits isnt align to the others.
so i dont feel like apart of the A or B.
i am apart when it was AB.

so what i conclude here...
*ehem* takes out file case report*

each and everyone needs to have initiative.
needs to think about one another. more considerate.
one for all, all for one. goes both ways. really.
and prangai PDS gtg.
can?

dont mind me... i dont mind if i'm not called or anything.
seriously.... its a ritual to me.

but pls. i dont wanna see two separate clans.
like likens and vampires.
like wtfugg kan?

i am like the collins.
when werewolves and the vampires couldnt mix
i am not apart of any clans.
i am only whole when i am with the both of them..

maksud?
takde maksud.
i know that part cam... sumpah tkde link sak fizah.
but hey stick with me.

the bottomline is that....
i feel incomplete.
even if it is said to divide...
you with A clan... you with B clan...
me?
i am only in a clan when its A&B.

so please... what say you girls...
we make this thing where it used to be?
put aside the differences or what we have or nothave?
time management. important sey yang itu!

having a strong bond, means commitment as well.
i have no much say actualli cause i am not in it.
i dont tink you ppl know it.
but i was quiet most of the time.

so how?
will i be able to see the previous 15-17 familiar faces as one again?

and before i go....
i would like to apologise to sha&mas if my remarks during the chill-all-out...was ever so harsh... seriously... i am sorry babes ... really....

i am just so sad...and... * speechless*

i love you babes.. and the scums.
altho i am not physically there. i am spiritually. really.

p/s: i wanna go back to the time.. where its movie chillouts with sausages and mayo-potatoes.

aku tahu. aku tak maha-penting.tapi aku tetap syg korang....

Suefyzah Myonette Gomez Md. period.
she's FATTA-Bolous at thebigTWO
♥ 11 Dec'89.
her ♥ is numbed.

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