Thursday, October 16, 2008
gosh.i am such a trash.
i just let out the harshest thing i ever said to anyone before...
to the very one i lost THE MOST.
yes.now i know. i love THE MOST.
he still love me regardless of whatever i threw right onto his face.
is there any other person in this world i can ask for?
yes. the countless cry.
the countless thought of stepping out.
but what was worth.
you just knew every part of me. hard/soft side.
the worth? my happiness.
the countless smiles and laughter.
the love i get from him. its nothing more i can ask for.
i'm grateful.
i shud have always been.
but wells. people have their bad times.
this was mine.
i lost my mind last night.
it felt good at the moment.
it felt so bad now.
baby,
i knew i've said this alot of time. and there's lots more to come.
but dearest.
i am truly sorry by.
i really apologise for the being such a firestarter.
please accept this sincere apology sweetie.
i sorry by.
:'(
you're the best i ever had.
i L-O-V-E you.
muhd sufiyan.
nuff said.
*ties rope to the fan*
*ensure knot tied tight*
*stands on chair firmly*
*shuts eyes*
*trips chair*
*hangs by a rope*
*suffocating....*
*going...*
*muttering...last words..*
*..i.love..you...yan.*
*going...going..*
*GONE*
i'm glad i get to meet you again tonight.
fetched me from work & had dinner.
i miss you. really.
i want to make up to you.
soon.
i am sorry by, yet again.
please accept my sincerest apologies.
i love u only u.
p/s: pardon me in this post. PMS is getting the best of me
p/p/s: finally, meeting the bitch, andrea , with mas tmr...
with love.
yan.
xoxo ♥ sue:
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