i'm tearing.

i dunno why the fark i'm tearing.
but i am.

why it hurts. 
if its a prank.
seriously its not funny.

for all the money i tried to save.
for all the ppl close i tried to persuade.

i guess yan's right.
he saw it coming first.
why cry if not appreciated.

somewhat i hope it was a prank.
somewhat i dont.

its not funny.
i feel so dampened.
to call it all off.

yan said. why waste.
ain said. we'll have fun.
and 
man. well. -

i dont feel like working.
kelvin is doing something so religiously.
all i do is stare at the com.
i'm not focus.

if onli i had a kickstart.
but i'm depress now.
i feel like crawling out...into yan's arm.

:'( by..i am sad. But i dun really know why i am crying...

why fren.why.

i'm tearing.

i dunno why the fark i'm tearing.
but i am.

why it hurts. 
if its a prank.
seriously its not funny.

for all the money i tried to save.
for all the ppl close i tried to persuade.

i guess yan's right.
he saw it coming first.
why cry if not appreciated.

somewhat i hope it was a prank.
somewhat i dont.

its not funny.
i feel so dampened.
to call it all off.

yan said. why waste.
ain said. we'll have fun.
and 
man. well. -

i dont feel like working.
kelvin is doing something so religiously.
all i do is stare at the com.
i'm not focus.

if onli i had a kickstart.
but i'm depress now.
i feel like crawling out...into yan's arm.

:'( by..i am sad. But i dun really know why i am crying...

why fren.why.