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Monday, May 12, 2008

well. mother's day celebration was ablast.
i really had fun with my whole beloved relative....
pictures would be uploaded soon.
once i get my evil "step" sister to load it in.

anyway...
just to get my mind off ...

how i looked at other people relationships...
and wondered..."are they really happy"..."will their relationship really define 'forever'"...
or..."what the fcuk is their relationship based on"... or "wah...cute sey drg.."
and "how the hell she can live her live that way.. while doing this to him"
"how can she utter"ilove you".. acting like she does.. but god knows.. wad"...
and "how i wish i could be like them"....

i'm not complaining.
really i am not. i'm grateful that atleast i have someone to love and share the meaning of life with.
recently.. it is indeed hard fer me to.. live the way it is now.
adapting to everyday no-see yan's face.
everynight no lullabies... and yada yada.
the list can go on.
still i'm grateful. every morning he called. wish me good morning.
every night he called to wish me good night....
only fer weekends,,,
i had to rush to spent time with bf and my family.
i've been picking him up from his camp...and i'm glad to do that.
i guess... i have nothing to complain.
i'm just grateful for what my relationship has bloom into.

while others. i've heard. had their ups and down.
Y is having a pretty much hard time with his life.
from being a top director list stud. now.. he has no intention to study.
why?! cause G left Y fer another guy.,
FREAK. he is almost the kind "anythin u wan,i try my darn best to give it to you"
they were nearly a year.. and G asked for it to end.
why? she met someone new.
FREAK!!!
i meean ya. so she is gorgeous. Y isnt that bad.
and everyday being in class with him.
He would look at his msn,... just waiting fer her to come online.
He would wait at the concourse all the time... hoping to "bump" towards her.
He would pester me to take a picture of her in her new blouse if i saw her in school on that day.
Berserk huh?
OMGosh... why.why. LOVE that is.
i'm awfully touched.

me n my girls were bitching.
and there;s alot of similar stories.
hmmm.
i know temptations are great when expectations were not met.
is it really that great??

i have my fears...that it gets to one point.
that the temptation overpowered me.
still, i fred not. i have my faith.
he is my pillar of strength...

it take two to clap.
i'm thankful he is my other pair.
i totally declare that i hate national service.
i miss yan being there for me on time.

likewise today. i hate a tiff with my sister.
i really needed him to be there for me.
but i just cried... more because i missed him being there for me at times like this.
rather than the tiff i had with my sis.
but i managed to let it out just now when i called him,.
now my head hurts. bf knows why.
i wish i could go out with him before i go off for my trip.
if i couldn't ... i dunnoe how my 2 weeks would be.

anyhoes.. i feel that we should really cherish the ones we love.
and apprciate and not taking it forgranted.
like i said.. absence make the heart grow fonder.
you don't know what you have until its "gone" or not there....
i'm beginning to appreciate HIM.

Not forgetting... the precious friends that stood by me.
ain,niki and esp AIMAN..the one that mostly prevent me from the late night cries for yan.
Thank you. really.

Back to life.
year 3 is pretty bad... assignments after assignments.
assignments and case study is piling up.
shiet. gotta stop doing last minute things (:
and its more like "you;re on your own mister".
and i have forgotten all the shizz i've learnt in Year 1 and Year2
abeh canne?!
bertawakal jer...(:

my muhd sufiyan is going for graduation. (:
i hope i can help out in the ceremony.

ok till here.
tmr not schooling. yey.!
gotta stop watching animes and start doing research...
haiiizzz...

i wanna watch ayat2 cinta. anyone??

kk chaocincau.
toodles.

xoxo.
sue's.

xoxo ♥ sue:
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