Wednesday, April 23, 2008
i'mma waste my weekends.and probably hate myself fer this.
i wont be able to meet bf thisweekend.
nor i am able to pick syak up with theFRENS from camp on fri.
i wont even be able to come to school on friday!
why?why?why?
cause i rather waste my weekends...
than have my mom go back home in msia all alone!
thoughtful aint i. nah... just caring...
i'm following her back home.
i love my byby. i hate myself fer not being able to meet him.
still...
i love my mum too. she's my blood.
duh.
all because of dad.. not being able to go back from JAPAN on time -.-"
it's not even his responsibility to be there...
urgh. mum is sooo darn sad n disappointed.
i know she is..
but what is done... is done...
but i'm here... so.. i hope it make things so much better....
however...
i'm sorry by i wont be able to pick you up from camp :(
i am missing you.. i will always miss you...
sorry by.... :(
why am i related to ppl staying in msia.... ehem.except my dad...
there's a wedding this sun.
so the whole relative staying over my place...
so thats the main reason why...
i am absent from school (yeay)
i wont be meeting bf ( helll boooooooooo!!!!!)
bore my brains out on my weekends (need i xplain?!)
haiz...
kk.. i'm ending class now.
i'm bailing werk.
huahahaha!
fcuk dem'
lastnight,
i cried myself to sleep..while holding your sweater to sleep.
with your scent.. i dreamt of you...
i wont lie to say i'm getting the hang of it.
cause i'm not. i'm weak.
cause i'm w/o you now....
:'( IMYan
xoxo ♥ sue:
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