Thursday, September 27, 2007
ponder.wonder.am i gullible?
to believe i'm fooled. or to be fooled.
no. i'm not pick pointing at anyone.
in life.frankly.
i cater my trust. my respect.
as a friend. as a sister.
kindness comes only fer an instant.
addition that its not sincere. mere lies.
to gain something.
what? that is never enough.
irritated as i may seem.
paranoid is the word.
people may seem that their success is other ones failure.
so, they stress on their achievements.
all i can say. congrats, but i'm at the least interest.
the more success you manage to achieve...
doesnt mean you are more superior.
i get disgusted. honestly.
your authority against me means nothing.
the respect you get from me is the least.
pardon me. you disgust me.
envious. wooot ~
you serve me with a question.
when i feed you with answer.
you wudnt listen.
tell me. wad's the point of asking,
its just adding up to irritate me.
understand my boundaries.
my awkwardness. my calm-ness.
limit yourself. as i did.
i'm loosing my habit. of puffing ~
i have nothing else to do to vent.
so tell me.
dont provoke.
sorry to offend anyone.
i'm not in the nicest mood for negotiations.
other werds. i'm a mean girl this instant.
dont ask~
gd night.
can i just scream my lungs out for peace.
i really wish to speak.
cause i feel incomplete now in silence.
but i dont have the reason to.
so how? ~ sheesh.
i owe NO ONE any explaination on this.
night.
xoxo ♥ sue:
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