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Thursday, May 17, 2007
life isnt as wonderful as i picture.
nah. not that i'm fussy or anything.
i didnt ask for perfection.

just mere happiness.
but no.

its just part of parcel of life.
but whats the point of living..
when you wonder why the dark clouds keep covering your very sunlight.

its a step i take.
a step i ponder.
i now fear and remorse.

why forgiveness is not anymore in anyone's dictionary?
why acceptance is so hard?
why betrayal & lies lingers everywhere near?

a friend who seems so cold?
the blood stream between you & i defines nothing?
two different people. holds the same effect on me.

i'm gapping all of it. more of it.. in the other side of me.

i wonder sumtymes. why is she smiling?
while she just made me cry all through my sleeples nights.
why are we related?
& for her.. what does she gain? drifting away is never part of our mistake.
its yours.



xoxo ♥ sue:
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