ouch..
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
i have seriously lost my control over my emotions.yet i still kept them hidden inside.
my life isnt getting any better...
honestly..
i could really feel the load on me...
its killing me... my faith.. my hope..
my confidence..
i need my sunshine..
and i'm missing him..
you may say his all i have ...
but my life stands even beyond it..
my friends..
my family..
my studies...
my hobbies..
i could never compare the importance.
so dont judge me..
night started out very fuckingly irritating.
i had a bad dream... twice..
that still haunts me now..
i could feel & see almost as if its real..
but i know.."it was just my imagination."
so screw it.
the day in school..
moderately exhausting..
going in and out of lectures..
yes lectures... me..?? into lectures??
next week... Term Test..
so its like a desperate dragging of feet into lecture rooms thing.
loads of stuff to do..:
1. APEL service reflection
2.PSYCHOLOGY quizzes
3.CMSK3 apa style test
4. FNDB lab test..
darn it..
and TERM TEST IS NEXT WEEK ( as stated above)..
fucking troubled in the mind..
i want my mr sunshine..to make me smile..!!!
my mood was really dampened and i'm in tears now in the library...
thanks to mr Tupac Shakur.
thank u for all those remarks online.
thank u for your insensitivity..
:'(
i dont see the reason to proceed.. in this play of life..
what have i become is someone i am trying to avoid..
:'(
i will always treasure our friendship...
i will always treasure MY relationship...
i will always treasure my family...
its like a perfect family portrait...
living a life of pretence and lies...
perfect!!.... but a portrait..
kata2 pedas mu itu..
telah menusuk ke dlm hatiku..
pedihnya tidak terkata..
dlm saat bencana hidupku melanda.
XX searching the only reason to live: yan XX
love:
nur hafizah md.
xoxo ♥ sue:
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