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where is he?? sygku...

Tuesday, November 28, 2006
baby.. where are you??
i'm beginning to get a very bad feeling..
perhaps.. my emotional breakdown thingee comes ard.
and i'm over-jealousy at no point,
and i'm over-sensitive over something silly
and i'm over-cautious over small matters.
this tiny-puiny mind of mine is running wild..
So baby... WHERE ARE YOU ??

i'm worried.
i'm missing you so much...
:'(
omagawd...

wherever you are..
may u be safe n sound..

everything was never what i imagined.
it just went so deep.
its getting deeper n deeper..
i never could imagine letting go..
i am so madly.. so indulged.
i lost myself.
i surrender.
it's a blessing.

i love him so uber-uber much..
*love.*love.
in another...4 days.
*hehe.
(oh-shietss.. kak afrah bday!!)

_________________________

today was uber-interesting.
chalet was awesome.
the journey there..
was amusingly cute-
hehe..
poor baby of mine is sick..
(shudnt have left him in the first place)

then went home with ayu..
took taxi..
argh!!
i feel so bad leaving my syg behind..
but i dun wan him to miss out with his friends.
thats why i encourage him to stay..
i dun want history to repeat itself^
it happen once to me..& i wont wan it to happen..

haiz blame on PMS.
he thinks i was fed-up with him.
BLAME ON PMS!!
i was emotionally downturn.
haiz.
PMS!! urgh..
really.. we*grls cant control our emotions during this time.

urgh- i feel uber-bad.
and i was so emotionally sensitive..
that i cried.. thinking he was angry with me..
haiz..
he just raised his voice.
ugh- why am i so...soft when it comes to him..
BLAME ON PMS!!!
sheesh.

i'm so sorry baby ..
;'(
i didnt mean to make u angry..
i was over... S********E
i am not gonna say nor write that word..
-.-"
the one u were with at the dining room.
i didnt really want u to get involve in whats happening in between.
i just dont feel good..
but it all happen..

and i'm just over-reacting..
dont mind me..
i just dont wanna lose you..
i love you so much..


for now...
BABY Where are you..
You should be home..
when u're home.
You shud call me..

i'm like going to pour out my tears any minute...
i dunno if its
rindu
risau
or what...

baby..you better have a reason fer this...
:'(

i'm missing him.
i'm.... :'(

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xoxo ♥ sue:
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