continuation of my bad day...
Monday, July 03, 2006
well things wasnt that bad actually.
it was bad cause i didnt get to meet my syg.
haiz.
i must be crazy..
its just like u ppl may think.
hari2 jumpe tak jelak kepe?
well..
i am proud to say..
NOPE i tak jelak ngan my syg.
heh ;)
okok.
now i realise
i am selfish.self centred
i dun care what ppl thinks ..what he thinks esp.
and how he feels.
i'm just a sucker being a grlfren.
i'm sorry syg,
sorry i shouted at you..
i dont ever wana do it again.
i'm sorry i was being unreasonable.
i'm sorry i twisted the truth... not lie.
i feel so bad shouting at u..
honestly i dun think arguement is the right way.
i surprised myself when i did it today.
lucky i was at my 'lowest' peak,
i knew my old self is capable of the worst scene.
i'm just so sorry..
i'm such a useless crap.
okok.
anyway syg..
i am sorry....
i really lurve you !!!
and i miss you alot !!!
muackzmuackz.
anyway today i went jamming.
at lee studios. ya keith one.
then met ben,mat.tam.is.&sya.&mush
they jam too.
then mush taught me some new beats.
cause dah karat.
and played fer my bros...
a lame beat,
so peeps.
yea. i'm back dawg,
the drummer's back.
yea, its been a year,
olevels nye pasal.
they gonna beep me whenever they need spare drummer.
okok then go walk with my bro at pasar mlm.
go throughout west spore.
my bro still cant find the nice thing fer his crush.
sweet kan.
he had been admirin her since sec 1. now sec 2.
seram sey..
he gives me an impression like andy.
i hope he aint that dumb to jump down fer the gerl.
ring a bell*?? yeap. like andy did.
haiz.
so yea then temankan bro gi causeway.
his fren all dah blah.
so yea only me&him.
then saw peilin.
miss her.. ;) heh.
then saw ijam's fren with her mum&nenek.
i think her mum thought i am my adk gf.
haha ..
cause he is as tall as me now,
and haiz.
my adk is a hotty.
nyehehe.
so yea. still he chose none.
so yea... back home.
mas want me to tmankan her
to pasar mlm.
my screw lose liao.
but still i tmankan. heh.
den buy roti john from the asme shop =)
and this special dog thang.
mas bought it all.
haha =)
then we were bitchy to be camwhores!!!
hehe
so yea aft tat head home.
sis bought dinner fer us.
yoshi had dinner with us too.
so yea,
after that...
kankankan.i bath.
then salin.
then guess what!
i was being such a goodie...
i actuallly KEMAS my kitchen.
yeap all of it,
cause my sister left dishes fer me t wash.
hah brape lamer nye dishes.
so yea i clean practically everything.
sweep.mop.wipe.all.
u name it. maybe i did it.
then i moved on to do the laundries.
yeap including yoshi's.
like what kan. sheesh.
the radio was blasting in the kitchen..
then i moved on to clean the living room.
dining room & brothers room.
hehe.
yeap like spring cleaning.
dunnoe whats got into me.
clean bebs.
hehe.guai ryte,
so after that i went to bath again.
hehe.
ok.
my syg said he got a surprise fer me..
what can it be..
gosh its killing me.
i'm the curious til death do me apart
and kianchong wen comes to surprises.
please stop me from sufferin.
and tell me
hehe pleady please..
i'm scared sey,
like.. erm..
what could it possibly be?
good?bad? a slap? a kiss?
whatwhat!!!
gosh..
its driving me nuts.
bring me my tomorrow fast..
and i miss him!!!!
okok...
before i drove u all crazee.
i better end it here.
and yea...
cam whores!!!
wohoo..
btw..
one is an edited pic.
it is not what u think it is.
i HAVE a BOYFREN.
Mas is STRAIGHT,,, (i think. heh)
she is lah gundoo!
okok.
so see y'all.
btw did i mention on saturday.
naqiah passed by paragon's c.c.
my ferst poly fren... to see me in action.
bilerr my bf nye turn ;)
hehe nvr..
not werking nimore.
hehe.
okok
pix y'all!!
hehe. okok.
byebye.
p/s : did i mention i curled my hair today...
and wore a mashcap.
hehe. i miss my rebonded hair.
but i wanna perm!
hehe i'm confused. ignore me.
okok.bye!!!
xoxo ♥ sue:
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