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suckfest begins

Tuesday, May 30, 2006


my blinded eyes.
my fearful heart.
my hardened ego.
my sensitive feelings.
my emotional self.

let the crimson red smudged across my tainted heart
let the bloodshot flow down from my eyes.
let my nails bleed through my flesh.
the bruises i have at my eyes.
the blindness of my heart.
once again.
i've hurt my dearest imam.
i'm really deserve to be shot alive.

my mistakes.
i repeated made.
just give tears rolling.
while his heart keeps hurting.
i'm useless.
i'm heartless.

i just dont know what's left to say.
i'm so scared in making ppl..
being angry at me.
being pizzed at me.
being disappointed at me.
i could be tearing over sumone just shout at me.
i know i'm weak.
but i fear losing ones i love.adore.treasure.

dont leave me...
please...:'(

things started so shitty.
1. i fainted early in the morning.
with my head hit the floor.
my eyebrowed bruise.
2.had a tiny cold war with ayu.
cause of nikki &my lame jokes.
she took it seriously.
3. nix&kel always disturb me&my abg.
lyke wth.
4. i didnt feel gd for not layaning mas.
when she came down to tamp.
sorry grl.
5. i missed xmen3 tat is suspected=boring.
6. i'm sick. my chest hurts to the core.
my eyes swollen.yea the side where i fell flat.
7. headache. sppiinniinngg--
8. stupid survey. feel annoyed.
9. pms coming.
10. i still havent finish my nmm proposal.
11. i miss my syg alot.
12. i've hurt my syg's feelings.

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suck.suck.suck
welcome once again to suckfest gig.
lets mosh till we bleed.
let me play the drums till it breaks.
let me take over death.

ouch. my chest.it hurts again.
if tonight is the last night.

then tell my parents i love them.
tell my sister. she is such a bitch but i still love her loads.
tell my brother. he's a pain in my ass but i love my baby bro.
tell my kitty. he is the cutest nottiest kitt ever.
tell my bv. i treasure dancing with them.
tell PTK. i will haunt the hut every day. i appreciate their friendship. evrione of them.
but most of all.
tell my syg.
i love him so very much....
i miss him.
and i'm sorry i'm being such a mac-arsehole.


----------she's dying-------
say your prayers.
-amin-



xoxo ♥ sue:
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