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songs of my heart

Sunday, May 21, 2006

Where'd you go
i miss you so.
Seems like it's been forever
Since you been gone...
Please come back home
=))
i love him.
i treasure him.

i miss him .
but.
i'm beginning to see my weaker side.
as i grew older/mature
i really stand to commit.
i really vow to hold on.
but sumtymes i'm trying to hard.
but sumtimes it feels just wrg.
but sumtymes its like a waste.
am i on my own?


i can feel the pressure now.
its getting closer now.
went better without me.
somethings i never know.
i had to let them go
i'm sitting all alone.
feeling empty....
=(

i'm just an emotional wreck.
i'm just a broken down iilusion.
i'm just hunger&thirst for affection.

i spent days at night in my bedroom
trying to write the perfect song to sing to you
write a song a day but you wont like it anyway
back to the drawing board
with the words you heard a million times before,in your head
so love me.

_____

the words that lingers on my mind.
that my ears kept on hearing.
with my heart keeps on hurting.
it doesnt mean anything.
its not meant for me.
cause i want you.
i dont expect anything else except love&care.

siapalah aku ini
untuk meminta buih
yang memutih
menjadi permaidani
seperti mana
yang tertulis dalam novel cinta.
juga mustahil bagiku.
melamar bintang di langit,
menjadikan hantaran
syarat untuk milikimu
semua itu sungguh aku tak termampu...
Silap aku juga
telah jatuh cinta.
insan sepertimu
seanggun bidadari
seharusnya aku cerminkan diriku
sebelum tirai kamar,
aku bukan untuk menyintai mu.

everytime you say/sang it
with the feelings&true menaings
reflecting it on me
it just hurt.
i'm not that difficult to love.
hard to manage.
i'm trying to please.
am i not trying hard enough?
or you are hard to please?

holding on to hte best memories.
<<>>

i love eu =))

.. im am hafizah ..

xoxo ♥ sue:
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