tergamak incident
Thursday, March 09, 2006
TERGAMAK NIZAM BUAT KAKAK IJAH CAM GINI??!!NIZAM TAHU KAK IJAH YANG PALING SYGKAN NIZAM.
DUNIA MAHUPUN AKHIRAT.
NIZAM TAHU YANG KAK IJAH SANGGUP MATI UNTUK NIZAM.
SANGGUP NIZAM BOHONG KAK IJAH!!
KNAPE ZAM?!
NIZAM TAHU I AM CAPABLE TO GIVE ANYTHING YOU WANT!
NIZAM TAHU KAK IJAH SANGGUP BUAT APE2 UTK ADIK KE-SYGAN AKAK.
kak ijah yang telah buat byk perkorbanan untuk nizam...
byk cover-up untuk nizam...
byk selamatkan nama.nyawa nizam.
tapi nizam tergamak buat kakak cam gini.
kakak syg nizam.
dan slalu fikir nizam syg kakak.
tapi nizam hampekan kakak.
kak ijah yang slalu tlg nizam dlm masalah nizam.
kat rumah.skola.mahupun mane-mane.
kak ijah yang didik nizam.
jage nizam dari kecik.
mama dan ayah slalu jauh.
kak ijah yang slalu belai nizam dgn kasih sayang.
kak ija yang byk lah pukul nizam. untuk didik nizam.
dalam dunia ni. sape yang byk kisah sal nizam.
siape yang slalu di sisi nizam.
mama? ayah? kak afah?
tak kan...
kak ijah kan!?
tapi segalanya .... tidak bermakna.
sal nizam bukkannye adik yang kakak ija didik.
nizam dah jadi cam kak afah.
sampai hati nizam.
ape2 yang kak ijah buat...
semuenye nizam tak hiraukan.
tak pelajari.
i'm freaking hurt zam.
really.
and i just cant believe u just did it to.. ur own sister.
your favourite sister.
i just cant accept this.
my mindset towards you changed.
its so unbelievable... ='(
now i have to live my life.
under one roof with...
two people. of my own blood.
that i cant fully trust.
why the hell i live for these days...
cause seriously...
i cant take this anymore...
my beloved brother.
did the worst to me.
ferzt was my sister.
now him. who i treasure most.
whom can i trust these days....
NO ONE!!!!......
xoxo kill me now xoxo
i have no reason to live.
i failed my role as a gd sister.
kak afrah has won him to her bad side.
I'M A LOSER ='(
now. i have to see you get punishment fm dad.
in which i used to share the punishment so u wun be hurt so much,
but now...
u're on ur own...
but i still love you. n kak afah.
cause..
whatever it is.
my blood still run thru you.
='(
i'm just so numb.
xoxo speechless for the tragedies xoxo
xoxo ♥ sue:
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