ryu suc
Monday, February 27, 2006
oh puhlease...just let me get out of this state!!!!
i really dont want ppl to have different set of thinking.
that i'm a bad.bad grl.
only god knows... how pure my heart could be.
listen here you arsehole!!!
i've never play around with any guys feelings.
the reason you're not in my list.
its not that i'm playing ard wif you.
its dat there are better ones out there.
i nvr told u i'm fond of u.
i nvr ever lifted up ur hopes.
NEVER!
i never fooled any of them.
the reasons why they nvr make it.
its cause they chose to leave,
NOT ME.
yusri. pri 6 - 8mths i shifted, so we broke off. childish things. DUH
hisyam. sec 1 . 2.- total of 9 mths. he is freaking bad tempered.
syakur. sec 2. 3 - total of 9 mths . he had an 'affair' with his ex.before me.raffizah. caught him red-handed!!
masud. sec 3 - for only 3 mths .gawd! he still love his ex. n kip talking abt syahirah to me!!
aziz sec 3 - for 9 mths. too far apart. and he is bad-tempered. self centred. just hurt me alot.
julius sec 4 - 3 mths. urgh... my friends hate him ='( corrupt me.
jerome sec 4 - 3 mths. and i loved him the most!! but its just not fated.
we just gotta break up cause of his parents. but two weeks later. he got a new prey. wthell!
a day before my bday. thats sooo harsh!!! why cnat he just hold on.after dat. WHY!
so what.. my failing in love is my fault.
ur miseries n tears are my fault.
darn you.
why cant you leave me alone.
with all the teachers warning you to stay away from me. n the principle.
and my parents..
why wont you listen!
i donnoe n i don care how the hell you get thru me.
just stop it.
stop nosing ur ass into my life.
stop saying that u'll be like my personal bodyguard...
like u wanna whack up any guy that makes me cry!
why dont u whack urself up to death!
whatever i am now.its thanks to them.
i dont have a soft heart anymore.
i dont believe in love anymore.
altho i've longed for one.
everyone is moving away from me.
just silent is what i get from him.
and i get from you are all bullshit!!!! stop it la ryu.
and i get a fcuked up job.now wif my skinny ass skimboard suprvisr.
urgh.
life just sucks to the core.
damn!! sixteen is not SWEET at all.
xoxo take my last breath away xoxo
theres no meaning in life for me.
xoxo ♥ sue:
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