-MISS
Sunday, February 05, 2006
gawd...i need a shoulder to cry on.
i need to ear to talk to.
i need a back to lean on.
today is so tiring.
altho i'm not werking.
go shopping. duh.
i hate shopping.
*that's actualli true*
bad news.spoils everything
1. missing someone.
2. i saw a face that really looked like *my previous one*....
wahlao.. i tot i'm over him.
but i suddenly felt like crying.
just *A TEAR* went down my cheeks.
gawd.. we made eye-contact.
tat guy really looked LIKE him.
but i was so sure he wasnt.
he sat diagonally to me in the mrt.
intially the eye contact made me sure it wasnt him.
cause he smiled.
i knew tat jerk wont.
-gawd... i wish at that moment.
i could alight from the train.
i dun even wanna think abt him.
i really need this sumone * who is far away for this while.
=(
3. had bad news from mum.
living in 719.
is a big mistake for me.
gawd... everything is so screwed up here.
its not call home for me anymore.
the surroundings just suck.
its not safe anymore.
what wrg has my family done.
why is this happening to our once peaceful home.
* i guess u ppl might be wondering what the hell am i saying.
but only lord knows..
how disturbed my family is.
*my mum doesnt let me to tell anyone ( outsiders)
abt what i really meant/ what has actualli happened.
*but i really need to let this out...
i hate living here...
i wanna move out.
my parents are leaving us soon.. to go n stay in jb.
but i hate this place.
unsafe.unpeaceful.unlively.
***fcuk la***
='( * sniff.
i hope the one who did that thing would die by the CRUELEST death!!
better die in the MOST PAINFUL n GORY death.!!!
*cause you made us cry ='(
*** fcukers ****
so next.
4. walking thru the whole of town...
hoping to buy sumthing.
but at the end bought nuthin.
*urgh* just not right.
hoping to buy
1. shoes
2.jewellery set
3. coat or shawl
yea.
but did none.
worst. bump into the 720 gang -.-"
didnt rea;lise who was there.
just sped up. FAST.
but get to see Shawn wee. n Rod montero. at TAKA.
so as other dj.
the contest of ' not-speaking'
gosh. i cud have win this if i enter.
if i was ever a dj. -.-"
also dropped by at my werk place.
disturb those werking.
too bad riez wasnt there.
was suppose to werk. but didnt.
dunnoe whye. den cannot show to my sis.
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yea so anyway.
today is so fcuked up for me.
i do enjoy myself walking ard town.
altho its tiring.
but.. the bad news..
just spoils my day.
plus the darn guy in mrt.
gosh.....
please promise me a better tmr*
*marc. cuming home tmr =)
results are so near.
so as prom.
i dunnoe to be excited.
or hoping it wud go away!
haix.
i feel shyts now.
u ppl smelling it?
i am -.-""
p/s ; gdluck to my sis nana fer her interview tmr.
all the best.
p/s; gdluck to sis fafa for your attachment.
all the best. and also i hope you will get into finals forthe magazine face contest.
'WAJAH MAJALAH MANJA" you earned it =)
p/s ; yeay. marc. is coming home.
my lonely nights would be over...
its ard 11++. i hope he will atleast sms me tonite.like ytn.
xoxo rotinhell xoxo hating us wont make you any better xoxo
xoxo ♥ sue:
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