miseries never ends
Friday, February 17, 2006
;'(i cant trust anyone at all...
the one i truly once loved with my once pure heart has doubt me...
thanks to my ****ing mates... and revengful ex.
whats my life got to do with theirs.
he hates me...
and i still love him.* a lil.
i care for what he thinks about me. i care!
and now.. what his whole clique of friends think about me.
thats nothing.
what is mr m. thinks about me now.
i'm glad that m. knows the whole truth.
he believed me.
but what trouble him now....
is that his previous one knows about me.
and now she doubt his love for her.
and he actualli cares about her feelings...
she stands before me.
so i'll move away now.
god... why am i tangled up in another tragedy...
i've cried my night away.
smoke my breath away.
bleed myself away.
i've thought of it.
and its the last news you'll get from me.
the last gd night kiss.
with last sweet werds.
i'm backing off.
you loved her so.
not me.
she's in your heart and mind.
not me.
i've been thru this....
hurt by the very people i treasure and love,
Your clique are no different.
i should have known.
so i guess i'll be leaving.
and i hope you are happy.
i make your life so easy now.
you dont have to make the decision...
i did.
i just wanna say thank you...
for the hope n light you've given me.
you brought me up. then dragged me down. again.
but i guess its over.
i need to socialise with new people.
dont bother / worry about me anymore.
i'll be gone.
it wont be long til you forget my name.
u'll be going throught the withdrawl of me so easily.
i just hope my actions make your life more simpler. n happier.
i dont wanna speak these werds cause i dont wanna make it any worst...
xoxo so long n goodbye xoxo
hang myself to dry.
why dont we hit restart
n pause at our favourite part.
we'll skip the goodbyes .
;'( but i guess its to late.
xoxo ♥ sue:
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