-living in the past
Monday, February 13, 2006
whatever mas said before.its true...
its all said...
the mindset and people view.
matters . ='(
the day started out so fine.
but as i sat in frt of my com.
glaring at my brother's contact list.
ouh my gawd...
my heart suddenly shattered into pieces...
why...
i asked myself.
isit me... you're writing to?
but...
its you that made me do it...
you lead me to where i am now...
and now.. you said... this to me.
its obvious those werds were meant for me.
but i'm not who u think i am!
why you doubt me?!
how could you blame me...
my heart really hurts.
and i'm crying these tears i've cried a mths ago.
again...
you've opened up the painful wound in my heart once more.
that very painful scar bleeds once more.
thats not fair.
i dont have a say for myself.
how could * say tat....
* just assume that i was like tat.
ITS UNTRUE!!!! ='(
this heart once beat only for one.
but that heart made mine stop beating.
now what.
i cause my own death???
no one understood my feelings right now...
i wish to be alone...
i mean really ='(
i'm truly hurt right now.
i realise that my previous wound onced more has opened....
argh....
i really feel like breaking down now...
you are so .... in-sensitive.
thats always been you...
* ='( -sniff
i'm just NOT READY FOR ANYTHING!!!
i wanna be ALONE....
i'm very sorry....i wanna be alone for the time being.
i am so confuse... ='(
i might be smiling and laughing.
but deep inside.
i'm still hurt ='(
xoxo living in the past xoxo
xoxo ♥ sue:
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