gdbye
Monday, February 20, 2006
life can be so sweet at times.
=)
but sour-ness can just come around in just a blink of the eye.
=( ironic izin it.
one blink. 3 months had passed.
my beloved cuzzie is back to her home.
east side,
and now my nights are so lonely.
only she who wait til the late nights to welcome me home. from work.
only she could see through me eyes the pain i feel inside.
only she understood who i really am.
only she, not a family member. could know me so well.
as she left...
she thanked me for my kind n sweet hospitality.
with last werds... ' if only god bless me woth a sister like you '
i cried at night. cause i miss her company terribly,
my nights are incomplete w/o her sweet night greetings... ;'(
i will always love u kak nana.
life has to go on. even tho i dont want to.
whatever it is.
my decision is made.
i' lied.
so i'm moving on.
work is fine. as per normal.
i truly miss my x-manager.
kak aisya.
i hope she love the card specially made by me to her.
with all our... fav. quotes in ut.
darn. two special people in my life is moving away.
but still. i welcome the new manager warmly.azmeer.
he is pretty fine.
funny tho. n very slack.
for the first time in my working life history.
closing my bar at nine.
so darn fcuking early.
but its good tho.
*work*
ok. so make it three people.
even tho i am staying.
i feel like... its fading.
soon it will turn to ashes.
so i'll be prepared to enter one more name for the list ;
" My Beloved Goners"
its definitely fading. i felt it.
i cant accept the fact yet.
only god knows what's in my mind.
but i'm not gonna hesitate any more.
i wont hold back.
thats the last chance .
i'm making myself so darn busy right now.
with giving tuition *which sumone doubt that i can!* ( fcuk ah!)
when i'm busy. my mind dont wander about.
and so. i wont waste my time pouring tears.
i'm getting the hang of life once again.
i learnt to really organise my time.
i think.
for today.
after werk.met riez.*colleague*mind u ;p
sat down.n ate.
thats the.... second time meeting before n after werk.
fun lah... me-di-o-ker. ( if u know what it means)
;p nyehehe
my thought are safely kept in me... nyehehe...
then take my own sweet time to sha's place.
god i miss her house.
where nearly everyday after school we used to hang out there.
with the bewithcing vermeils. n also alpha remix...
aww sweet memories.
okok. enough of all that.
i miss andrea n mas liao!!!
plus i'm dying to have my prom photos.
oh where oh where can it be !!??
its scattered all among my friends. -.-"
abu..promise me one photo.
abg syam pun promise me one photo.
tapi satu habok pun takde.. krrk `
okk so anyway...
i'm tired. n i' wanna continue watching 'dia.
til here then.
hadios amigos.
gi mampoz...
btw i learnt sumthin new.. yet lame...
the werd.... ; 'mangkuk'...haha
i still dont understand the correct phrasing...
but nvrmind... haha
someone created it..does.
and its been so long since i heard sumone said the phrase..;
'..pantat ah ..'
haha....
okok....enuf.enuf
too de loo...
o'le vua
aw fuey sing
ching tau tay.
chao.
bye....
xoxo if you're moving on i'm already gone xoxo
p/s ; thanks syakur for ur flattering praises.
but i guess its too late.
i'm not yours. nor anyone. anymore.
too bad.
and kimmie....
i'm sorry.
the answer is.. no.
cause i really believe that..
relationship destroys friendship...
... thanks mas ;)
signing off.
crazy grl... ;p
vivi.
xoxo ♥ sue:
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