the past still lingers
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
Dear Diary,Why my sweet sixteen aint tat sweet??!!
why? izit because its me.. or.. itz the normal thang.
it aint easy being a teenager. werking. living a motherly life.
werking.its nt a prob to me.
altho its tiring.
but i'm getting gd at it.
njoyed it tho.
but the sweetest thing yet to come.
SALARY!! sweet sweet salary.
but mum is holding on to my $$$.
darn it!
okie.
now i'm werking.
more time spend at the outside. than at home.
and now. my brother.
no one is monitoring his studies.
gawd!! he is having streaming this yr.
unlike used too. i monitor him. closely.
but now..i cant!!
so please..sumbody..help me to help him!!
-.-
okok. worst news yet to come.
i'm having nitemares abt o's result
shyt man!! haiz..
dats it. i dunno abt prom now.
unfortunately.. my troubles dun end here.
its worst.
he just wont back off in my life!!!
why..ouh gawd why!!!
its torturing me.. no..
its KILLING me.
with him. harrassing me. forcing me.
every single day!
force me to mit him.
talk to him.
wtfish... urgh!!!
gimme air to breathe.
space to live.
GOD damn iT!
enuf of troubles already!!
how cud u force me doing sumthin agst my will!!
and yet u dare say ..
u know me!!!! fish-kebish!!
u didnt even care. u didnt even know
stop ur bull--shyt.n nonsense!!
enuf is enuf.
past is past.
i nvr forgave wads done.
so this is it.
i cun be urs.
pls understand.
leave me alone for now.
i'm on my knees begging gawd please.
- when death sound so sweet -
u've cause enuf trouble already!!!
now my fwen relationship in a mess.
and i nearly fought with my fren.
p/s ; i'm sorry rusydi, i shouted at you.
i was just paranoid....
sorry.
- i just wanna drown myself with blood -
xoxo he suck.he oso suck. alot xoxo
xoxo ♥ sue:
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