no more bdae gerl
Monday, December 12, 2005
yep.duh.
bdae todae..was so not fun at all.
erm.. abit tho.
thanks to mum, sis and bro.
and my bitches.
wherever they were.
they managed to contact me.
n wish me.
i lurve u guys.
thanks mum.
u bought me new trousers. n shirt.
thanks ms/mdm aishah fer givin a call.
abt my job.really made my day =)
dats my bday gift so far.
onlie clothes.
and bangle frm my sis. =)
hmm.
can anybody else gimme prezzie??!!
hmmph..**
ouhya dad! u owe me a fcuking phone!
and opah_stanley!!
u can either buy me a handphone too..
or give u face.
fer the ferzt/second time. i wan to wear.
converse shoe ! so go.buy fer me.!!
and pete! _the legendary mondok..
u owe me sumthing.
anything.u promised. ;p
and and.shamir.
hehe.. u promised too.
hais.
hehe. dun worry. i'm not having any hopes high =)
just the thoughts of u ppl.
rmmbring my bday.
cheering me up.
its enuf.
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ok so mas.
tml morning.
try to wake up! *note to myself.
we're going tekong park at 6-7am.
so. i must! try! and! wake! up!
ok
then.. in the afternoon.go town.
we have to be at paragon at 7pm.
so... lets get out at 5++
go home time.. b4 10pm.i guess.
ok.so thats abt all the schedule fer tml.
btw mum. my allowance please!!
gimmegimme=))
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today's mood was un-explainable
was ****ing thee in da bus.
nearly shed a tear.
but the day turns out okay.
knowing ppl ard u care so much.bt u.
while the very person doesnt anymore.
wad andrea said is true.
it wudnt happen even if i wan to.
its time to face reality.
but truth is.
it hasnt change a bit.
same feeling since twenty09.
soon it will be over.
BTW.
this monkey.gave me the saddest song i ever heard.
and make me cry!
one song was ; the LAME oldsong.
* last christmas i gave u my heart*
* the very next day , u gave it away*
* this yr, to save me some tear*
* i gave it to someone special*
okie the next song is ; by james_blunt
_ gdbye my lover _
Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit -
it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry,
I've seen you smile.
I 've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you
And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
*omgawd... so sad sia. :'(
hearing the song..is more sad !!
knnbccb. why the song so ....depressing !!
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basically 3/4 of the song
means everything to me.
its so true .pfft*
xcept. thebed*father*smell* and more .
dats. totalley outrageous.
but basically the song is so meaningful.
yeay but sucky.cause its from;
james_blunt.
and the song nvr fails to make me wanna cry.
all the more i wanna hear it ;s
okie. so my body is. BURNT.
sunburn sucks.
its peeling off.
urgh!! i will nvr go to sea water again!
ok. til here folks.
everyting bt dat reminds me.
was deleted.
-.-
p/s ; always wandering , "how is he now? "
bye2.
too-de loo
ole-vua
aw ' fuey-sing
chao
chingtautay.
xoxowana see the scar xoxo on my wrist xoxo i made it xoxo just for you xoxo
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xoxo ♥ sue:
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