worse day eva =(
Friday, November 25, 2005
the day becoming from bad to worse =(
and ..you..
always picked the best time to drop the worst lines !
you finally made me cry again this time.
at the verge of breaking down,
i was left alone.
i waited. for u.
only know tat u're going off.
i cant hold u back.
but at that point ; i needed u so much.
but u had a bad day.
so i have no say =(
not only. u left ,de nite
with a dreadful message that nvr fail to hurt me.
everytime u wrote it.
u left w/o my say.
maybe it just me.
i asked for too much.
gosh i just suck.
i'm de most troublesome mate u ever have.
i'm the most "petty
i'm the most "sucky
urgh -
wad in the world i do to deserve this.
i probably be off dead.
there i said it-
i've been holding this up. not to disappoint him
but.. i cudnt hold it nimore.
its true.
i dun wana be caught up in any SHIT.
i'm so ready to leave this world.
i'm so ready to get over this.
i'm so ready to let go. everything.
since suicide is a great sin.
gawd, do sumthin... anything !
i will have sleepless nites....
cry myself to bed.
drown myself in my own blood.
oh.how i wish i cud do that.
we deserve so much better.
we do!!!
just whye.. why us...
just wanna let u noe.
i love u soo much!!!
i miss u soo much!!
but do wad u think its best.
i can see u're carrying a huge burden...
i dun want u to suffer.
T-T.... i just love u.. alot..
i'm so confused right now.
i'm so selfish =(
gosh.....
i'm sorry to have brought this upon you.
Loving u whole-heartedly seems like a crime =(
it's so heavy on my heart.
i'm ready for the worst ...
i'm ready for anything.
as long as i still have u...
i'm so sorry.
i hope u still love me the same. like i do.
XOXO i dun wan this to end XOXO luving u stil n always XOXO
xoxo ♥ sue:
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