* weekend trip back home*
Monday, November 28, 2005

ferzly, i'm sorry that i just went offline that night.
my dad; popped in. i had to go.
and again. i cudnt sleep well tat nite.
woke up at 6am. bathed, get dress.
strait to jb. had breakfast there.
then wen home. gosh,the terrace was in a mess.
*spring cleaning time =)
but i was too tired. so i slept on the couch.
wen i wake up. vou-la. everything was done.
they didnt bother to wake me up for help.
cause they know i'm not myself these days.
so they were being such a deary. nvr disturb me.
niwae, it was already 2pm.
so we went out took lunch.
we ate at this cafe (me n stanley ever wan to meet at this cafe in jb)
the food was great.*spaghetti bolognese..yum!
after that.
i n nizam had a haircut.
yea i cut my hair... ard my shoulder length.
darn.miss my hair =(
n abit of highlight.abit oni=)
i owe dad $$.
hehe.
sat at the salon for hrs. just lazing reading mag.
the highlightin took most of the time.
yea... my hair- look like lion.
wakaka. pfft* urgh
nvm.
after the whole hair thingee.. its already abt 7+ pm.
so we wen to a seafood restaurant n eat.
at the table. my mum was at her bad mood.
trying to tell my dad off that she's pizzed and tired over - sumthing.
then i told dad *a piece of advise* from a fren actualli MY boyfren*
so i said .....
"my boyfren say, if one is angry the other must not be angry.. so ayah, according to my boyfriend.. you have to cheer mama up"... den my dad smiled at me.
haha i cant believe i mentioned "my boyfriend" infrt of my dad.
den my dad actually listens to me. he ordered my mum's fav. dish.
thanks to my secret hub* my mum was no longer angry at my dad.
silly mum**
after dinner, went for groceries shopping.
didnt buy anytin fer myself cause enuf already me spending on my hair. hehe
then head home.
we watched muzik extrabaganza together.
as a family. its been so long.
den.. i talked to my mum suddenly..abt
convertion..
she said she has no say abt convertion n stuff.
den i tell her. wad abt "shahrukhan".
a bollywood actor, who is an islam.
married a hindu. ( not converted)
and his child = a christian.
den i ask her.. is that possible?
den she say...
they eloped. its up to them.
and besides... its amg he and god.
well thanks mum*
atleast i'm not the only one in luv wif sumone frm diff religion
i'm still thinking abt these thing. abt us.
i'm always thinking abt it.
i'm not over it yet. i think too much.
i care too much.
i love * too much. =(
i bet that question gives my parents a big hint.
my parents know me too well..
dat i dun hv a thing* fer malay guys.
i kept on critisizing msian guy.
sorry bt that.
so yea. i gues they get my message.
yea.. den i head back to my room upstairs.
listen to my mp3 till i fall asleep.
next day *today woke up at 9.
had breakfast.
den went home*singapore
jam on the way.
so long.
finalley reached home
so here i am.
i went online.
there he is. online. but busy.
games? tv?
i duno.
i'm just waiting patiently to get to talk to him.
miss him*... still waiting =(
btw dad. that BM u showed me..is much nicer than the big bulky volvo.
and please, sell off the kancil as well.
listen to me...=)) k?
thanks fer everything.
three more days to "camp" a.k.a chalet. i so need this shyt.
XoXO still waiting XoXo for a reply XoxO
i'm getting over this shyts soon
xoxo ♥ sue:
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