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Monday, July 20, 2009
i am sick and tired of arguing with you.
i have my life to lead.
and i am just trying to put my life broken pieces bck together
and here u are telling me how u hate me leading my life.

i love u. alot. yes i do.
but still who are u to judge me for how i lead my life.
easily falling in love thru words n gift?
if u're so damn right..
why arent u doing it so?

my friends. i love them as much.
my family. i could die for them.

i know my limits from family to friends to you.
dont u come and tell me how unhappy u are
cause u're not making me THAT happy either.
so call it even.
i aint the one complaining.

i am trying my best to please all.
and especially myself
leading a hectic life i am..working n schooling...
i dont even have the time to please myself.
and now i have to please u.
enuff with it, dad. and u.

who wud please me?
:'(

nothing u say can ever make me change the way i lead with me n my friends.
need we tell the world? when u dont even trust me.
why need u trust the world.
enough is enough.

when things are they ready made for u to read, love n cherish
u didnt appreciate it
when its gone, taking its own lead. u;re unhappy.
and yet its feelings for u is so strong.
u stil dont appreciate it, dont love it.

shame on you, u fooled me once.
shame on me, u fooled me twice. and it aint gonna happen.

your ego? or me?
one of us gotta leave.
cause i dont think we can co-exist.
so choose wisely.

you wont want to regret for the rest of your life.
ironically for what u have said
your age,you have no time.
so i advised. cherish n appreciate what u have.
buck up yourself to kip what u have with u... not let it astray.
if it left, its not its fault. blame on urself.. for not trying hard.

i guess my advise its not heed.
cause i dont see u even trying.
i know what i am doing.
but do u? do u even know whose feeling you're hurting.
we need to give and take.
ego vs . love. i dont tolerate shits no more.
not until 21 march.
so think.

who u rather lose.
yes i will be in great pain if u are dead n gone.
but i guess the pain wont be as painful the first time.
but u'll go thru further hell when i'm dead and gone.
u know it yourself.

treat this as a threat.
i treat this as an honest remark
read this..
i love you. dontcare what people know think or say.
all u have to do is love, cherish n appreciate and TRUST ME.
i KNOW WHAT I AM DOING.

i just have swallow. and take this piece of shit from u again and again.
gosh. i hate that i love you.
sounds cliche. but seriously fcuk.
knnbccb&*@&#Y^&$^

i miss scumbagz so much :'(

i dont want to work or school anymore.can?
i need a serious vacation.. :'(

mas..sha... i love u two babes very much.
mum, bro, sis... i could just die for you now.

take care people.
i need to take my med and sleep back.

:'( i hate going thru this alone....
why don't you just believe me when I say I love you, and only you...

alauddin. u fucking leave me alone , can?

xoxo ♥ sue:
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