Wednesday, March 18, 2009
so you've been back for a day already.but why doesnt it seems to be any differ.
you left me in a mess...
when things between us were unstable.
and you left w.o any reassurance just plain empty promises.
and now u're back.
yet i am still left hanging.
and yet i dont feel your "sorry" at all.
you kept me hoping and expecting.
and all u can say is....
"i promise.. but next month okay.."
and it comes the next and the next.
you dont even call nomore.
and even at the brim of losing me...
you did NOTHING.
and so one shit thing u did...
doesnt really make u feel any remorse?
and u said and think i am enjoying myself.
you brought me miseries, to cry everynight...
and i dont deserve to spend my days with the company of people that actually care for me.
and yet its not the moment i am asking for.
i hope and pray its from you,
but i guess....
i am just nothing but just a foolish dog trained to wait for you.
maybe i shall wait.
well i have been waiting for months now.. why not one more.
its like a mutual thought and feeling to be taken forgranted by you.
you seemingly lost yourself in your alter ego.
so be it.
lets see where my patience really sets her limit.
while my dignity were really ticked off by the last incident.
where people lied straight to my face... and you lie to me for months.. to cover it up.
i am still proud and grateful that my instincts didnt fail me for the months you were lying.
next month dude. next month.
for now.
lets enjoy the way things are, my friend.
your presence in the island doesnt to differ much to me, now.
why YAN why?
p/s: i know yan doesnt read. so yeah.
i wanna go cry to my mum now. ='(
xoxo ♥ sue:
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