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Tuesday, March 31, 2009
I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
Wish there was a way that I can make you understand
But how do you expect me to live alone with just me
Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe
But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breath, but I survived
I don't know how, but I don't even care

so tis is what he told me last night:
what drove me away is you, you, your pressure, your character, your
personality... it isn't what i fell in love with.. who you told me you were..
who i thought you were... my feelings just faded.. and i have no feelings for
you.... anymore... unless if its really fated... perhaps next time...


so tell me. i didnt know where i went wrong. really.

but i guess he's gone. and theres nothing i can do...
cause he wont help himself. so i cant.
perhaps he said. perhaps.

so tell me. how am i suppose to live till a miracle come by
i'm holding on to my very last breath and my faith to god above
i regret.. waking up every morning... cause the pain still lingers.
i regret.. ever falling in love with such a man
but i know. i will get through this

so i promised to my mum. sis. and my beloved friends
yes and god.
i'm still alive for all of you.


dont blame him. it's never his fault. it has always been my fault.
i shall... will.. gotta... get through this.

cause everything else is broken like shattered glass.

gd night.

xoxo ♥ sue:
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