Thursday, March 19, 2009
Honestly, i have not been asleep since last night.I went out at 5 am to enjoy to morning breeze ..
And then it rained... ugh so depressing.
And i gave my mum a shock...
when she thought i was out the whole night ... to be back at wee morning.
i just needed sometime outside very quiet enviro.
to think things through in my life.
for those who knows my heart content...
this is the response i get from him...
honestly... i can relate to this.
All this time I was wasting,
Hoping you would come around
I've been givin' out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it's taken me this long baby
But I figured you out
And you think it would be fine again
But not this time around
Looking so innocent,
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waitin' in the cold
And you got to share your secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before
You had me crawling for you honey
And it never would have gone away, no
You used to shine so bright,
But I watched all of it fade...
You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby,
Like I did before
You're not sorry.
Hoping you would come around
I've been givin' out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it's taken me this long baby
But I figured you out
And you think it would be fine again
But not this time around
Looking so innocent,
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waitin' in the cold
And you got to share your secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before
You had me crawling for you honey
And it never would have gone away, no
You used to shine so bright,
But I watched all of it fade...
You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby,
Like I did before
You're not sorry.
Somehow he gave me a reason that his family are facing a crisis on its own.
and well. rule no. 1 that goes w/o saying... family comes first.
and w.o any explanation or whatsoever.
he just shuts me out and expect me to bear with him...
like wad.. i am the criminal here.
i am the damn victim living a zombie-like life... and he ask me to bear with him!??
dah knape kan!
what the hell is he thinking!!?
ouh if onli the gladiator is here..i'll ask him to kill me where it hurt most.-.-"
on second thought, this hiccup i am having right now is killing me...already.
geesh. i need some sleep right away!!!
oh god, i dunno what to do anymore. HELP?!
xoxo ♥ sue:
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