12:41 AM 10/18/2008

he said we have to end our teenage love affairs.
but i said i love teenage love affairs.
it makes me happy.
indirectly me doing it to him, makes him happy too.
he said so.

but no.
i figured this for a while back then. and now i know the reason.
its wad he felt of wads best for us.
but does he know how i feel or wad i want...
and wads best for us... thru my eyes?

the one thing that make me longing to meet him.
the difference between virtual love and real love.
the difference between meet-ups and long night calls.
is ... touch.

yes boy, touch.
nonetheless the soul, body or heart.

you're right boy,
action speak louder than words.
and your point may be?

i cant stop crying thinking about wad it is about the change.
us.
just because we heading thru a long range of age.
impressions. formal couple? it seems to be.
but whats the point.
is it making you happy? is it making me any happy?

why boy, why?

i am still young.
i need excitement.
even tho i may be twenty years down the road.
i still need excitement..
i still need to have something to look up upon our journey together

you're drifting away.
affection is the key in relationships.
if impression matters more..
lets ties our hands to our backs when we meet alright.

let you have your way and your thinking towards your happy way
let me be with your miserable way of love,
let me be yearning and keep on yearning for wads used to be.
let me miss your touch and soon forget how it ever feels like.
let me live the love you decide on building.

let me, cry myself to sleep.
and smile myself to dream.

i wish this isnt a mistake for you.
i wish i wont ever forget how it feels to have your hands on my hips.
i wish i wont ever forget our kiss.
i wish i wont ever forget us.

lets begin..drifting apart.
lets go.

:'(

gd night suckers.

p/s: meeting with andrea and mas was tremendously memorable.
now i know i miss her so so so effing much!
we shud do this like every time with sha.
i promise i shall drag her fair ass down if i have to. heh

now scums.
let me cry myself to sleep.

(diam ah mas. ni bkn emo. ni sedih. i am going thru rough patch now plus PMS)

maybe i am overreacting? you be the judge.

gd night

xoxo ♥ sue:
12:41:00 AM

12:41 AM 10/18/2008

he said we have to end our teenage love affairs.
but i said i love teenage love affairs.
it makes me happy.
indirectly me doing it to him, makes him happy too.
he said so.

but no.
i figured this for a while back then. and now i know the reason.
its wad he felt of wads best for us.
but does he know how i feel or wad i want...
and wads best for us... thru my eyes?

the one thing that make me longing to meet him.
the difference between virtual love and real love.
the difference between meet-ups and long night calls.
is ... touch.

yes boy, touch.
nonetheless the soul, body or heart.

you're right boy,
action speak louder than words.
and your point may be?

i cant stop crying thinking about wad it is about the change.
us.
just because we heading thru a long range of age.
impressions. formal couple? it seems to be.
but whats the point.
is it making you happy? is it making me any happy?

why boy, why?

i am still young.
i need excitement.
even tho i may be twenty years down the road.
i still need excitement..
i still need to have something to look up upon our journey together

you're drifting away.
affection is the key in relationships.
if impression matters more..
lets ties our hands to our backs when we meet alright.

let you have your way and your thinking towards your happy way
let me be with your miserable way of love,
let me be yearning and keep on yearning for wads used to be.
let me miss your touch and soon forget how it ever feels like.
let me live the love you decide on building.

let me, cry myself to sleep.
and smile myself to dream.

i wish this isnt a mistake for you.
i wish i wont ever forget how it feels to have your hands on my hips.
i wish i wont ever forget our kiss.
i wish i wont ever forget us.

lets begin..drifting apart.
lets go.

:'(

gd night suckers.

p/s: meeting with andrea and mas was tremendously memorable.
now i know i miss her so so so effing much!
we shud do this like every time with sha.
i promise i shall drag her fair ass down if i have to. heh

now scums.
let me cry myself to sleep.

(diam ah mas. ni bkn emo. ni sedih. i am going thru rough patch now plus PMS)

maybe i am overreacting? you be the judge.

gd night

♥ sue,
12:41:00 AM