people keep seeing me everywhere... anywhere.
only when they realise how can that be her...

then they call me.
&& i'll end up either at school, home... or anywhere else beside where they thought they saw me.

darn.
this sucks.
once... my fren saw me at town with a guy that is sooo not my ex...(bf at that moment)

another my not so close-cousin saw me flinging with a tall fair guy (totally not yan) at bugis.
gosh. i can count the times i've been to bugis...
1...2....3...4...5
FIVE freaking times. first was charity work..
second was with mastura buying her bag. * we had to walk the whole bugis street!!!*
next was with my sis..
then with me & yan...
then me & yan & ayul...
and all the five freaking times.. i wasnt flinging with a guy... even i dun fling in yan in public...
GOODNESS!

okay there's more to it.
& i told my mum,.. dont mistook ur daughter with some stranger...

having a thought of it.
someone just told me... something that truly pierced my heart...

"this shows how typical ur structure/ looks and style must have been."

OUCH!!! it pierces right through my heart.
still...

but i think....different....

"see how normal & common u are, it means u're not odd.. not "obit" like some ppl are... u''re humane... and see how ppl wanna be like you... still your personality that outshines it all...you have your own group of fan clubs.... "

okay... that totally heal the wound. maybe i have a twin... & i hope to bump into my look-alike..
i know one that is way popular than me , still i would like to charge her fer stealing my voice... i sound like a frog while she.... shines. "SITI NURHALIZA. u took my looks, my voice... give it back!!!!!"

okok. i'm losing it.

i wonder. if i am humane enough. why i dont drink milk. like... HL, anlene.. or marigold..
c'mon ppl think clean!!!

ok till here.

&& how i realise.. the changes we all make... after so long.... those are greatly missed.

people keep seeing me everywhere... anywhere.
only when they realise how can that be her...

then they call me.
&& i'll end up either at school, home... or anywhere else beside where they thought they saw me.

darn.
this sucks.
once... my fren saw me at town with a guy that is sooo not my ex...(bf at that moment)

another my not so close-cousin saw me flinging with a tall fair guy (totally not yan) at bugis.
gosh. i can count the times i've been to bugis...
1...2....3...4...5
FIVE freaking times. first was charity work..
second was with mastura buying her bag. * we had to walk the whole bugis street!!!*
next was with my sis..
then with me & yan...
then me & yan & ayul...
and all the five freaking times.. i wasnt flinging with a guy... even i dun fling in yan in public...
GOODNESS!

okay there's more to it.
& i told my mum,.. dont mistook ur daughter with some stranger...

having a thought of it.
someone just told me... something that truly pierced my heart...

"this shows how typical ur structure/ looks and style must have been."

OUCH!!! it pierces right through my heart.
still...

but i think....different....

"see how normal & common u are, it means u're not odd.. not "obit" like some ppl are... u''re humane... and see how ppl wanna be like you... still your personality that outshines it all...you have your own group of fan clubs.... "

okay... that totally heal the wound. maybe i have a twin... & i hope to bump into my look-alike..
i know one that is way popular than me , still i would like to charge her fer stealing my voice... i sound like a frog while she.... shines. "SITI NURHALIZA. u took my looks, my voice... give it back!!!!!"

okok. i'm losing it.

i wonder. if i am humane enough. why i dont drink milk. like... HL, anlene.. or marigold..
c'mon ppl think clean!!!

ok till here.

&& how i realise.. the changes we all make... after so long.... those are greatly missed.

Suefyzah Myonette Gomez Md. period.
she's FATTA-Bolous at thebigTWO
♥ 11 Dec'89.
her ♥ is numbed.

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