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Sunday, October 07, 2007

i couldn't hold back...
i just have to write...
i just start up " the other side of me "... right here...

wonder, you may,
the other side of me... is my other journal...
i used to have...

i let out my deepest misery...
where i cant let it out anywhere.

this shall be my first..
and shall be my last... here.

i'm not screwing with other guys.. for your frigging info.
i'm not such lose girls... going out with ppl exs...
riding on bikes with other guys...
going out receiving stuff from other guys...
&& in frt , i say you are the love of my life..
yada..yada.. yada.

when i'm angry with you....
i shall F***ed u upside down.
when u hurt me...
u shall get it back from me...

people..
tell me.

so much for being the love of someone else lives...
but in msn...
you're just.. in a unspecialised category...
does it matter... guys.. u may think..
hell yea it does!
you flip the pages of an album...
profile says attached. in a companion...
where's your companion picture??
Oh... hmm.. not here.. not here.. not here...
does it matter??
hell yeah stewpid! it does.IT MATTERS ALOT.

but i dont want to be those immature ones.
like wad someone said..
stick like glue.
no. but yes no one else i would go out with..
except you.... my friends. no other one on one guy....

but being silence for a few hours...
wrapped with sorries..
& getting sarcasm right back.

it struck me.
real hard.
GROW up. PLEASE. grow up.

it just me.
i curse. i swear.
but duh it doesnt mean a thing.
it just hurt..
i know.

but mistakes of mine just HAVE to be highlighted...
made known to the whole world.
foolish!
uh-puhlease.
GROW UP.
GROW UP.

now hear this.
this is the other side of me...
dont accused me fer being a whore...

this is my story.

i do apologise for being rude....
really i do.
but dont push your luck too far...
cause you wont like it when i make my final move.
think hard. & grow up.

i always love you. & will do.
gd night.



xoxo ♥ sue:
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