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Sunday, October 15, 2006

it ends just there.
so fast. without a sign.
-its over-
i'm beginning to really see
what i have missed my entire 5 mths.

i know i would get over him somehow.
but when n how?
no one knows.
lil by lil, they took him of my mind.
but when they are not around.
i lost.


i still miss him.
thats undenial.
i still love him.
thats obvious.
but i hate him.
for leaving me.
for hurting me.
for blaming me.
for breaking all the promises.
but i cant go on like this.
i cant hate to love him.

he's not turning back.
thats the truth.
he'll nvr admit .
thats him.
he's nvr sincere.
he's never loved me.
why?
cause he did these to me.

i have to move on.
its hard.
its killing me.
but i gotto.
somehow.

everytime i miss him.
i went back to view his previous blog.
nvr fail to got me into tears.
sucky rite?
i miss him.
yet i dont wanna see him.
why cant he do anything...

one thing for sure.
there will nvr be an US.
anymore.
not in future.
i'm just too hurt.
i hate him.
but i...
miss him...
its gone.

we're thru.

xoxo ♥ sue:
3:25:00 PM