its just so hard sumtymes to just pretend.
i wanna change.
desperately need a change.
a big one.
i love thee and i'm willing to do anything for thee.
i know no'ones reading this freaking blog anymore.
but i just have to let it out.
i promise to commit,
i promise to suffer for the better,
i'll do anything,
i was hurt but i cannot be selfish,
its confusing.
only if bullshits will just buzz off.
only if nonsense would stop bothering me.
only if mis-understanding would end.
if only i learn to be more mature.
if only i learn to be more sensitive.
if only i could read thee mind.
if only i can show thee how much thee mean to me.
if only i can tell how much thee meant to me.
only if thee show me more affection
only if thee show that i'm loved.
only if thee show how much i meant.
only if thee show understandings.
only if thee could read my mind.
only if thee trust me with whole heart.
only if thee show more sensitivity.
only if thee love me as much as i love thee
only if thee trust me as much as i trust thee
its so weird.
that i could get tangled up in the game of love ...
i get deeper in love with thee that doesnt show affection like i wish to have,
like the past.
its hard to let go sumone whom you share painful yet memorable memories together.
i treasure whom doesnt treasure me.
i love deeply whoever whom doesnt love me alot.
all i need is thee.
to show me some love.
i'm lonely.
i'm in pain.
smithered with misery.
buttered up with tears.
i show my affection.
i show my love.
i show the distance/ miles/ depth i will go just to make things right,
for love ;
- i will spare my time.
- i will set my priorities right.
- i will quit 'it'.
I LOVE THEE!!
I TREASURE THEE !!
I MISS THEE !!
-ol.3wks-
8:13:00 PM
