To the jerk
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
Dear Jerome,Where have you been all this while?
Its been two monthd and two days.
And now you are talking bout my loyalness in our love.
you're venging your miseries and anger on me?
Why? Werent you're the one that left me?
And with the blink of the eye... you've forgotten my existence?
Think carefully before insulting me and doubting my pure love for you.
Let me refresh your fading memories.
10th december ; We broke up.
11 the december ; My birthday *mind you. your unsincere wishes.
just annoys me.
In a weeks time.... Cyrene?
Who is she? but i never doubted your love to me.
i cried so many tears for you.
i HAD loved you truly and deeply, purely n sincerely.
but you doubt it all...
You forgotten me in an instance.
Am i not worthy enough in your life that you could easily replaced me?
Tell me the truth? Why you're angry at me now?
Now i've doubt your love.
Cause its obvious that you're such a player.
And i'm such a fool to fall for you.
My dear... you're selfish.
you left me stranded, while you moved on so quickly.
it took me almost 2 months to get over you.
Your great friend had successfully replaced you.
i easily melts in the arms of whoever shower me with care n concern at the perfect time when i need it.
You were once in that perfect slot.
But you failed me. and i've lost you.,
However i've gained a better one.
It seems that now you refused to let me moved on.
you refused to let me be happy.
you hate me now. insult me now. accuse me now.
Call me names. and i? disgusted you?
well. you amazed me with your sweet lies. and great capabilties of acting n bull-shitting.
reflections under water is what you need, my dear.
As mirrors would crack n shattered by your hideous character,
that is all hidden behind those pleasant features.
its not long after the scar you left me with,
Is opened once more.
The wounds you made in my heart
Is bleeding once more.
I knew, my miseries are your happiness.
My tears, are your laughter.
i'm brokened once again.
And it will take time again n again for me to recover.
Buti wont have my guts down.
I will still have my head up high.
I'll take drugs to be immune to your harshful remarks.
i've been through this. and i will get over it soon.
how long more... no one knows.
i'm thankful i have someone to depend on now.
But honestly, i've loved you alot...whole-heartedly.
But its fading cause someone new is taking over.
But i'm truly prepared dor the worst.. and also the best.
Goodluck my ex-lover.
it wont be long til you forget my name.
it wont be long til i hate you like you hate me.
thank you for showing me pradise even for a second,
Love,
Vivi.
xoxo ♥ sue:
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