TRUTH
Monday, December 12, 2005

arh fuck!!
who am i trying to lie!!
i still lurve him..alot!!
i still miss him..alot!!
urgh! i dunnoe if i can ever get over him.
i know he's happy now. he's moving on.
but. i just cudn't...
so painful to drag the past.
so hurting to go to the future.
keeping this to myself.
i just cant do it.
gawd.
y is this happen to me :'(
-.-
just kill me. end my suffering. and his.
gawd.
i'm so sorry.
prayed fer miracle.
i just cant change the way i feel.
i dunno if i cud ever do it.
- kill me now -
- stab me deep -
- leave me now -
- with promise to keep -
xoxo ♥ sue:
6:30:00 PM
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