truth
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
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truth.
everyone wants to know the truth.
me.
i dun feel it anymore.
i dun see it anymore.
so i need the truth.
dont stay , but say.
say ANYTHING.
dat brings me closer to truth.
dont say , but do.
do ANYTHING
to tell me what u say its true.
i'm saying to u.
for u i'll be true,
dun let me wake up.one day.
feeling lost unwanted n uneeded.
beginnin to feel it now. trying to understand it.
but dun take me as a fool.
cause. i mite wake up
the next day.
with a heart dats cold.
i wudnt care. i wudnt share.
so i need u to need me.
i love u to love me.
tell me sumting i wanna hear.
i'm just acting my life away.
faking a smile.
acting a plot.
with laughters n jokes.
wad lies beneath .
a lonely soul.
i mite seem weak.
but im not it.
i've been thru
heartbreaks n miseries.
million times.
ur presence ;;
my in-existence ;;
i'm pretending. covered with smile. and laughters
i'm so good at this .
i always had been.
XoXo oVerdosing myself XoXo with pills.pills.more pills.XoXo
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* dont be alarmed*
all above are FCUKING BULLSHITS.
i'm a HAPPY girl. taht always SMILES n LAUGHS.
so ignore all the FCUKING SAD things.
its so..not me. i'm GRATEFUL n UNDERSTANDING.
i value my life.. so very FCUKING much =)
XoXo how grateful i m to live a happy life =) XoXo SMILE BITCH XoXo
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xoxo ♥ sue:
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