- suckfest nvr ends -
Wednesday, December 14, 2005

B
E
A
U
tiful world.
ppl say. but for me.
the people sucks.
well..
ever so ferstly..
i wanna say..
THANK YOU SO MUCH TO
SHAHRAZAD AND FAUZY!!!
i love you guys so much. erm. actualli onli sha2.
i was totalley speechless.
after 2 days frm my bday.
you guys popped up infrt of my door.
and gave me a Swensen's ice cream.
omgawd. i CRIED !
so touched.
i nvr had anything so special to me this yr.
cause i hav no one special.
THANK YOU meimeii!!
wo ai ni !! muaxx**
btw. the swensen's cake
was the similar one alau bought for us.
to celebrate mas n me bday.
we ate it at sha's house...
its the exact chocolate chip ice cream cake.
remember...??
thanks u guys.
it really touches the bottom of my heart.
i'm in the middle of suckfest sumore.
and the fest dont seem to end
and i cant find the exit.
so pls be the guiding light tat shines.
=.=
aNIWAE ppl.
as long as ur parents arent abusive.
sel-fish arseholes.
money sucking whores.
or they tot u to lie. cheat. or steal or kill.
then,
say to urself.
i have gd parents.
everything they do.
is for the best. for us.
even it hurts us.
it hurts them more when they know they're hurting us.
u can hate them alot now.
but nvr ferever.
cause they're still ur parents.
sumtymes i hate my sibs.
hmm.
so these days i've been
feeling my mind. with loads of songs.
having weird dreams lately.
lots of them.
screaming in dreams.
names. tears.
its so not me.
its so..freakie.
i'm losing myself.
hmm.
and. no pete* fer me.
leave me alone.
no ryu* fer me either.
no more shyt!
ok.
till here. i'm beat.
love u bitches.
andrea... where are u?
miss u lorhs.
toodeloo.
aw fuey sing.
alo vua
chao.
chintautay.
uh-uh.
nope.
not yet...
still not..
moving on .
-.-
xoxo dun love me no more xoxo i know xoxo
xoxo ♥ sue:
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