- sick sic six -
Friday, December 16, 2005
i dunno wads wrg in me.
but i'm getting weaker n weaker each day.
dizzyness and tiredness.
urgh. feel like i cant live on any longer.
ouh swell.
as mas said..
'life is a piece of straw.. IT SUCKS'
aniwae.
i'm so glad that my cuzzie i onced told abt.
stayed here for the time being.
i'm being such a goodie and let her sleep on my bed.
hehe.
i let her wear my clothes. n all.
dont worry. her dad knows it.
its all under control.
all i'm tasked to do.
is help my 22 yrs old cuzzie gain confidence.
while i'm helping her.
she's helping me too.
we both cried ytd night.
for more than an hr.
i.. told her abt my probs. n heartbreaking moments.
while she too. told me EVERYTHING.
care and share moment ytd. hehe.
but today. we're fine.
i think.
nuthing much happen today tho.
except spend the whole day at home .
with my cuzz and do house chores n watch tv n play her cool laptop.
haha . i explore her laptop and find out things tat she even nvr knew.
she's amazed by my 'exploration' and 'discoveries'.
all the wonders of the laptop, tabloid can do.
haha wad can i say.
i'm so mischievious. ;p
btw. ytd.
i scratched my brother.
till his arms n leg bleed.
while my thumb is swollen. with a bruise on my nail.
swell ;( pain !!
but i deserve it, he was so rude.
i looked at him. he stared at me.
and say like " what! not happy arh "
and i slapped him!
den he cry. then he wanna kicked me.
so i.. swing my hands
n ACCIDENTALLY scratched his legs.
he tried to slap me.
so i ACCIDENTALLY scratched his arms.
heyhey!! self defence is not murder !!
but now. i feel sorry.
sorry adik. akak really sorry,
i love you k. !! hehe * blueks
i cut my long beautiful nails for tat.
okie? i wun scratch u until like tat anymore.
but i'll still continue to slap u. okie?
hehe so be good.
but things btwn me n him are okay now.
as always.
i'm so bad .. i bite n scratch. i'm so nottie.
my cuzz call me..cat haha.
wth?? hehe
wanna noe sumthin?
wanna wanna wanna??
i'm startin werk on MON
yipee. haha. scared la. but cant wait to go n meet ppl.
get out of the house,
then smell the sweet salary on 21st.
tml. going ther to get my uniform. n all.
ouh yah!!
i have to get a jab* too.
scared la. haha pain how??
=.=
i hate needles.
scared! shyt! freak !!
urgh !!!
nvm... mas going with me
btw i n mas.
we have different uniform.
me handling bar. i have to wear black shirt/pants n cap.
mas. white blouse/ black pants n apron.
wakakka.
me? cap? eeww. looks odd.
haha
ok. n tml.
i'm gonna accompany my cuzz.
back to her home.
to clean her room
n take her.. personal importt belongings.
how cool!!
hehe. i have a new sister in da house.
can bully. hehe
when she is ard.
she help me do laundry.. =)) hehe phew !
thank u akak nana =)
hmm. i guess thats abt it.
i think i'm having a fever. =.=
but no worries.
i didnt let myself throw out.
gonna go fer TTs tests soon.* =(
hmm. okie.
til here ppl.
gona go watch cartoons.
i love cartoons =)
btw. finalley. sumthing was said.
can see. tat side is getting better.
i'm grateful.
stay happy ya. =)
i'll be sumwher right behind.
trying to be happy =)
live ur life to the fullest people.
take care.
erm ya.. n no.
not yet moved on.
chao baybeh.
*missing Bv. n _
xoxo 15 twelve nvr changed since twenty09 xoxo
xoxo ♥ sue:
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