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- on my own -

Sunday, December 04, 2005
mood of the day ; _____ lonely ; missing him ; lyke fcuk ; wanna go and die
song of the day ; _____ all hardcore ; the used ; ' on my own'



See all those people on the ground
Wasting timeI try to hold it all inside
But just for tonight
The top of the world
Sitting here wishing
The things I've become
That something is missing
Maybe I...
But what do I know

And now it seems that I have found
Nothing at all
I want to hear your voice out loud
Slow it down,
slow it down
Without it all
I'm choking on nothing
It's clear in my headA
nd I'm screaming for something
Knowing nothing is better than knowing at all
On my own

____________________________



mood of the day ; _____ better off dead
song of the day ; ______ bulimic


From the way that you acted
to the way that I felt it
It wasn't worth my time
and now it's sad cause all I missed
wasn't that good to begin with
and now that I've started you begging
saying things that you don't mean
it isn't worth my time
a line's a dime a million times
and I'm about to see all of them

You call my name when I wake up
to see things go your way
I'm coughing up my time
each drag's a drop of blood a grain
a minute of my life
it's all I've got just to stay down
why the fuck am I still down
I'm hoarding all that's mine
each time I let just one slip by
I'm wasting what is mine

I'm about to see a million things
I thought I'd never see before and I
I'm about to do all of the things
I've dreamed of and
I don't even miss you at all*(actually i do. all the time)

_________________________


feeling of always being alone.
on my own.
seeing things ; not my way.
it hurt me ; its killing me.


__________________________


XoXo better of dead XoXo buried myself alive XoXo

xoxo ♥ sue:
5:58:00 PM