- misery -
Sunday, December 18, 2005
todae i accompanied my sista nana back to her home,
clean her room.
and sneaked back out.
we dun wana meet her step mom,
it was funny tho.
sneaking in. making sure not to make any traces,
hah dumb us.
i talked to my sis .
all abt wad she shud noe bt my family.
since she's gonna be staying with us.
fer sum time.
den had dinner at admiralty place KFC.
mr manager ther disturb me.
=.=
and the dude tat attend to my orders is a chinese.
n mr manager insist tat 'malay girls dun like chinese boys'.
i just smiled laughed n walked away.
but i think its wrg.
i like n still love a chinese boy.
theres no point of differentiating races,,,
i hate that kinda thinking.
fuck fuck fuck.
but aniwae.thanks
fer opening the door.
i'm still waiting u knoe
and i feel so dumb.
ytd.
going all the way to ps.
in search of the thing tat i hardly can get.
but all i want is to see.
its been a while. a long time.
but i was so heartbroken.
the thing is nomore there. in the store.
how silly u may say.
ya. i feel tat way.
i'mite not be welcome ther right.
but still. go a long way.
with hopes n xcitement.
only ended up n miseries n disappointments
nvr mind. i' go n shop n see sum other time.
only mas noes how heartbroken i was....
and why was i ther for..
p/s dun say gdbye fereve.
i'm still waiting fer the moment. u'll speak to me again.
everyday i ask myself.
izit tomorrow? will it be tomorrow?
i know we can nvr be like last time.
but can we be like ferz time?
-friends.
i guess i'm asking too much.
but i'll never stop waiting.
if i do.
then i'll nvr see just we're meant to be.
i know its over.
i trying to accept tat.
iwanitback!!!
xoxo i'm such a loser to suffer xoxo. i am. so be.it. xoxo
he doesnt love me anymore -
xoxo ♥ sue:
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