-worries of a dumb mind
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
alot of things recently came to my mind ;;
well no doubt its the freaking o'levels but... i'm totalley slacking =(( ouh hell!!
otay..wad are those fcuking things ??
- my o's o's o's !! argh
- my comedy * emo * ;; how to really keep it ; be loyal
- my freaking family ; each one with brain probs
- my ex-s ; urgh y am i even thinking about him/they
shyt, missy called.. my pool of tots was disturbed...'
ouh shello,
its onli four pointers now.. but it spreads!! i mean.. chained...freak,,
- okie..abt o's.. mainly everyone knows... the stress and pressure like.
i have to be the best amg my cuzzies and my siblings, i always had been ;; fcuked. - next; my comedy * emo* thers a few sub-points here so let me get myself organise =p
i really wanna make this relationship to last.
he is the sweetest creation yet, he saves me from turning fully-goth =p
he saved me from shedding tears for the prev. one. he was there.
he said its been more than a yr,3 yrsin silence, he tot 'infatuation' but it turns out ; love
ouh wellow , he's crazy the one i cant tolerate ,
all the more, i wanna keep him , !! * hehe
honestly, i tolerate every crazy** thing u say, my heart still beats i luv u.
aww..dats so sweet.. ouh hell.. here comes the prob;
i will tolerate you no matter what; but for the record 'i'm not free'
another thing ;; we are in two different world now. and forever.
emo is cat. i'm a mus. well... i wanna luv n liv ferever!! wif emo
but no.. i dun think it'll happen, we're both stubborn, holding our family respective expectations. shyt! let's run to Japan!! be nuthin!! make sushi =)) i hate sushi =(
pls dun tell me u're'nt doing it ; it makes me feel .. dorts**
this relationship has no meaning... it has!! all the meaning in the world. dat i luv u!!
lets put our troubles behind, i'm here for u and i noe u;re here for me too.
let the time changes either one of our hearts. see ;; its all fate !!
i luv u NOW and ferever * hope* - dats all matters!! myEMO-vul-IFA - otay.. family.. not too perfect.. everything a mess
start with dad ;; totallley awayy , i mish him tho he's in my neck at tymes
he's sick, yea literally , still work so far so hard =((
come back soon k dad?
mum ;; urgh pain in my A** most of tha times, no wonder bro listens more to me than her.
she had high blood pressure.. undergoing stress ; fcuking doc said so.
she blames on US. her mature- grown up kids
i think the doc shud check her hearing - i cud swear its rusty!! she keeps on shouting!
freak!!
missy ;; okay she under PMS with her nursing skills, she thrashes my dad (he's sick)
urgh and she ill-treats her bf - my bro-in-law. who complains to me.
darn it she nvr change still evil>.. she is one example of money sucking whore ( said EMO)
but still i lurve her otay!! she's ther for me! but she sucks at times.. NOTE; not all the time
baby bro ;; lil bro; okay.. he is totalley in lurve with this ugly bitch who doesnt even salam me not showing respect! urgh sucks!!! she's ugly and.. not feminine at all.. bro are u blind!!!?? gosh if onli i cud slap his face!! right front center!.. ouh well..i can,.. and i wud! - my ex-s ;;
the one that my heart used to beat for he's owned =(( brought me to tears tho
the one's heart who had been beating my name yea, he 's owned too ,, messing wif two gerls now.. i'm so heartbroken =.(( when i'm loving him, he left, i walked away
This is all so long a-gooooo !!!
ouh fcuked....
but now..i'm still blessed..
cause this crazy and fierce creature is showering with wad i need for now smiles, laughter and silly tears
20092005- u left. i cried he came i smiled
i told myself dun cry cause it ended smile that it actually happened. =))
xoxo dats all folks - muax **
xoxo ♥ sue:
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